Farewell to "normal"
Tuesday was a farewell of sorts. Across the board. If you wanted a life update, I am about to give it to you.
In the last 30 days we’ve:
said farewell to my godmother and Aunt Geraldine
said farewell to an incredible summer
said farewell to a surprise kidney stone
said farewell to another season
said farewell to a sitter who we fell in love with but could no longer return
said farewell to birthdays that fell anticlimactic
said farewell to small gatherings, friends and being social
said farewell to individuals who keep “taking” without “giving”
almost said farewell to our two year old beta fish - watch my IG stories for more!
said farewell to a normal school year
I can assure you that I have a few choice words when it comes to that kidney stone; each farewell has really been a right of passage. That’s how it goes, right?
If I dig deeper, I have so many questions. I am mad at 2020. So much of the under celebrated celebrations, so many milestones have been downplayed, so many loved ones lost, so much struggle. With struggle though, comes greatness. A chapter of triumph. A chapter of lessons.
I feel it’s my job to be resilient and upbeat. And I am. But it’s also my job to be honest. Can I tell you how excited I am for Halloween and the holidays? Because I am. I celebrate it. I love it. I love small rituals and wonder and merriment. I love it all. But today, this week, I am over 2020. I miss simpler times. This feels heavy and complicated. And while I know it’s my job to embrace a new season and be your rah-rah girl…I feel…negative. Sometimes the honesty card is a tough one to face.
It’s temporary. I know it is. So tomorrow I will hug my family a little closer. I will find creative inspiration. I will appreciate the freedom to self-isolate in new surroundings. I will acknowledge my health. I will be grateful for my job. I will appreciate the roof over my head, the food on my plate…but…
GODDAMN…can we give it a break 2020? end rant
It was a rainy April but I am all about a fashion challenge. Rounding up my favorite looks for events ranging from WFH to Easter to grabbing tacos with the fam. Need additional links? Lemme know and Happy May!